God has a plan...

I have been having a really hard time these last few months with my job hunt as most of you know. I am really not liking all the rejection and I don't really know how to handle it. I take things extremely personal and feel that I was not good enough for these positions. Last week was a horrible week, I fell into a deep depression and didn't know how to get out. Luckily, I have a wonderful supportive family that helped me realize that God has a plan for me!! I have always been a planner and I always want to be in control. I have come to realize that I have no control over the situation. I have put my heart in to each and every interview so I believe I have done my best. I am now trusting in God that he knows what is best for me and he will always take care of me. I just feel like the weight of the world on my shoulders right now because our lives are on hold for the time being. I would love to move forward, but that will happen when God wants us to. I love this new Gary Allen song I have on my blog, it kind explains how I am feeling at this time. So turn up the sound and enjoy!! Please send up a prayer for me that I can continue to put my life in the hands of God and trust that he knows what is best for Gordon and I!!